每當看著兩人的合照時 心中還是有很多感慨

終於到左星期六啦，呢個星期過得好慢。靜落黎總係會諗得太多，究竟應該點呢?

True Love

作詞：姚謙　作曲：Tanya Chua

編曲：Bernhard"Lupo"Groinig/Peter J Roberts



選擇明天可能的愛　那一夜　他沈默　從低潮關係逃開

一直到今天他還始終不明白　這樣的決定到底該還不該



還記得那夜的悲哀　忍住淚　關上門　妳故做堅強離開

然後安慰自己緣分自有安排　縱然心中充滿了脆弱無奈



每個人都期待　下次遇到真愛　才放棄的比珍惜還快

每個人都期待　早點找到真愛

只可惜我們都一直到　有一天彼此懷念時才明白



我想我們都不例外　在茫茫人海中　尋找著合身的愛

好像童話裡那揀貝殼的小孩　到最後才瞭解已錯過了真愛



只可惜我們都一直到　有一天彼此懷念時才明白

我們各自在生活裡徘徊　只是夜深人靜裡會醒來

每當看著兩人的合照時　心中還是有很多感慨



是不是　我們　下一次會遇到真愛

喜歡獨個兒，因為怕寂寞

好眼瞓既一日呀。琴晚太夜返到屋企，今朝雖然冇遲到，但係到十一點零就開似恰眼瞓啦。一到12:30就好準時咁伏低瞓。唔知點解我老細好似唔眼瞓咁，明明一齊做到咁夜，佢仲要送埋我返屋企先走，今日都可以一d 都唔眼瞓咁，吸毒既人真係利害。

難得五點幾就走，不過已經好多個禮拜冇得閒過，所以去左 festival walk。好鍾意又一城有種好free 同好光既感覺。終於買左schedule book 啦。我覺得schedule book 係要每年換一本既，每一年都有新既計劃，新既事物，所以要有新既schedule book 去記得每一年既事。諗起曾經用過既schedule 就知0個一年發生過乜野事，就好似聽唔同既歌，會諗返0個陣時既開心同唔開心。一個人行左個幾鐘頭，0係logon 撞到兩個同事，見到佢地好開心，感覺舒服就夠了。好喜歡坐0係溜冰場上面既大梯級，一個人坐0係到可以諗好多野，或者乜都唔諗，休息下。今日一面食雪糕， 一面坐0係到發呆，又俾先前撞到既同事見到，於是佢地落左黎陪左我一陣。^^

喜歡獨個兒，因為怕寂寞

fragments of feelings... touches of heart

It should be a busy day. Got a lot of things to rush for and a lot of side duties to complete which is quite ad hoc but urgent. Left early because I don't wanna be shut in the office so I continue to work at home. It's rare to dine with my family, it's lucky today that I can eat with them and share some good time with laughter with them though it's only 30 minutes ^^ Haven't met my father for a day. Our times never click that a chance to say good morning is already very precious. I start to miss him much (haha... i never say that :P)

"It should be a busy day" haha, it is only "should be". I never think I should be regarded as busy. If I can work more efficiently, I think I won't be that busy. Sometimes it beats me when I evaluate myself. Perhaps that's because I was a far too lucky person that I lived in protections and failures only appear lately. Starting to lose confidence, losing myself...

Fragments of feelings, touches of heart... it's good to think and feel myself. Played piano for almost an hour after work tonight. I find that Mozart is still attractive though I can't really master the sonata, I love them much, classical but not romantic, organised but not formulated. haha, complicated feeling but I like it.

Everything in my room is a piece of memory that can play a movie clip in the sea of my mind. Sometimes you smile for it, sometimes you shed tears for it. I started to realise that many things here are part of a pair. I hate to find it out ... I would rather looking at them without seeing them really, then my life would be easier.

Still love Bobby Vinton.. still searching for 'touble is my middle name' :P

Picture for Chow's birthday.

唔再有一個完成既日期

好多謝小露露打俾我，你永遠都係最了解我﹐最支持我既人呀^^ 多謝你提醒我個blog 由13 號開始冇update 過﹐成個幾禮拜啦，雖然唔係好耐，但係就發生左好多好多野。
原 來有好多野係勉強不來既，一直以為可以繼續，原來只係辛苦人辛苦自己。我唔係乜野堅強既人，每次觸到一d 舊回憶既時候都好痛，眼淚會毫不自覺咁流出黎，所以我係一個好會逃避既人。可惜問題一日未解決，一日都存在。仲記得有好多承諾，好多事，好多地方，好多計 劃仲未實行，而家只覺得好遙遠，好似已經唔再有一個完成既日期咁...............

一直以來都冇清楚咁諗過自己想要d 乜野，而家好似慢慢知道多左，好多謝你。祝你幸福...

上星期日0係farm到既相，想睇多d 去bruisy5 既photo album 啦!

That I can change the world, I would be the sunlight in your universe.

I was late for a stop to get off the bus again tonight. It's the second time in these few weeks. I must be too tired. Perhaps I should have a better time planning, but with a full schedule, it seems quite impossible to find some free time -_-

It's good to arrive home early tonight. Going straight to the bed is my sole solution to pay back my sleep debt :P It's been long that I haven't played with my brothers. We got a good fight tonight ^^ That's real fun, I guess the only victim is my mom because we were so very noisy !!!

My grandpa is still in hospital and my grandma still stayed in my aunt's home. Really worried about them. My grandpa was hospitalized on 11/9 as I remember the week before I went to visit him at my aunt's home. It's already more than a month. He became thin and weak though he still keeps his mind so clear that he always joke with the medical persons. My grandma is like a child now, she's very forgetful and needs a lot of care. I really miss them and it is really heart-breaking to know that my grandma shed tears for my grandpa. I really miss them.

Tasks flooded in as tides recently. They came slowly at the beginning and till I finished them, the second ripple came. Then at some time of the day, the tide is fierce and tasks flushed in and started to overflew the dam. And to prioritise things is a failing subject of mine. That's why everyday I feel so tired as if I were a loser of a battle. I think it's time to call for an ambulance ~.~ Who would be the driver? haha.. would my boss be a choice?!

Though Eric Clapton has seized George Harrison's wife, I should have hated him, but I find this song really relaxing ^^ The first paragraph is great.

Artist: Eric Clapton
Song: Change the World Lyrics

If I can reach the stars,
Pull one down for you,
Shine it on my heart
So you could see the truth:
That this love I have inside
Is everything it seems.
But for now I find
It's only in my dreams.

And I can change the world,
I will be the sunlight in your universe.
You would think my love was really something good,
Baby if I could change the world.

And if I could be king,
Even for a day,
I'd take you as my queen;
I'd have it no other way.
And our love would rule
This kingdom we had made.
Till then I'd be a fool,
Wishing for the day...

That I can change the world,
I would be the sunlight in your universe.
You would think my love was really something good,
Baby if I could change the world.

Searched through my e-photo collection, this picture is so memorable.

rules and regulations

It's a wonderful night. To be a listener is far easier than a lecturer for me, thanks really.
Ooo, Annie, suddenly I miss you so much.. I remember everytime I come out to see you, listen to you, chat with you, I learn something. You are always my best peer teacher ^^
Suddenly miss you all gals very much!
I am not a good speaker in voicing out my thoughts. As my respectable teacher has once said, I am a complicated person without rules insides but am living under rules and regulations for years ^^ A seem-to-be organised person with a chaotic inside should have some difficulties in getting pieces out really.

I remember you asked why I am so emotional, I don't have the answer too!

Great that I finally got 'truely madly deeply'

^^

I got my photo album re-organised

It is an interesting day. I watched 'the Terminal' already. To my surprise, it was rewritten according to a real story happened in France. That man appeared to have lived in the terminal in France for 20 years. I think it's a pity, yet it may be a good relief for some people in some situations. The story has some touching scenes and it has a luckier and happy ending, Tom Hanks doesn't need to stay for 20 years as in the real story. ^^

Finally I got my photo album re-organised according to this order :
http://community.webshots.com/user/bruisy1
http://community.webshots.com/user/bruisy2
http://community.webshots.com/user/bruisy3
http://community.webshots.com/user/bruisy4
http://community.webshots.com/user/bruisy5

I'll try to enrich the content with good pictures ^^

Yesterday was a busy day, the make-up class was the most interesting one because we got a lot to do from cleaning the face to putting on the base foundation, and then put on the eye shadows. It's lucky that I didn't look terrible because we cannot remove it before leaving the classroom. We all are considering to buy some of the products from the school. I think they are really clever to let us try it for so many classes, we start to stick to the brand.

This is my whole collection :



To see more, visit my bruisy5 album ^^

Pieces and pieces

Pieces and pieces of scattered memories and things-to-do occupy my mind whenever I am concious in the daytime. My duty is to recollect my mind back and reform all these pieces into a shaped object no matter what it will come out at the end. That's a hard job really, especially when one is busy while sleeping, eating and the toilet time is the only controllable private time. My task list is growing so fast that it starts to stretch beyond an A4 paper =.= I am really working flat out. May I have more hours a day?

Wishing to have some free time next week while being afraid of reaching 28/10... contradiction again !!! -.- Anyway, I'll work hard ^^ I'm unbeatable :P

My loved song

寫一首歌(April 5 1969) 作詞：順子/Jeff C　作曲：順子

月亮在你的眼睛　太陽在我心　
現在我唱這首歌 OHH 只為你

想把所有煩惱都忘掉　做不做得到　
你明白我心在燃燒 因為你　因為你 OHH 為你

你心中的話我全都想聽　能不能相信　
所有的夢裡全都是你　會不會停息
和你一起是否不會再放棄　
你的心裡有沒有秘密　
我分不清不要在意
只想微笑為你寫一首歌　
寫一首歌　都是你 OOH

月亮在你的眼睛　太陽在我心　
現在我唱這首歌 OHH 只為你
想把所有煩惱都忘掉　做不做得到　
你明白我心在燃燒 因為你　因為你　為你　為你

ooh Love's in the air
it's everywhere
everyone can see, everyone can feel
that love's in the air
it doesn't matter where
everyone agrees, love is all we need

When the moon falls in your eyes
I know the sun has set
The fire still burns within me
since the day we met
I knwo my heaven would be so complete
You could make it real
I won't let this chance go by
I can see, I can feel you

When the moon falls in your eyes
I knwo the sun has set
The fire still burns within me, within me

月亮在你的眼睛　太陽在我的心 現在我唱這首歌 只為你.

我諗選擇性咁活0係自己既世界到係最開心既事

^^ 每一個星期一都係最忙最攰0既一日，不過今日又唔覺得好攰，至少而家都仲係好精神:p

今日終於見識到某某既''氣勢"，雖然個個都話要小心d 佢，而佢平時又真係幾惡，但係我真係冇見過佢鬧人，今日見佢咁近距離咁開火，我都有d 驚。或者我入世未深，對好多野都仲會好單純咁去睇，有時真係唔係好明白點解d 人要擺款。可能人仲會不自覺咁做一d 佢自己都唔鍾意人地咁做既野。我相信某某都一定曾經好似我咁好怕呢d人，唔知佢有冇諗過自己都會變成自己唔喜歡既人，抑或係佢根本就好想做返呢d 人去撫平自已被欺負既不忿心情呢? 除左近距離目擊今日既單方面開火攻擊之外，我都親身受害啦。以後做事都係小心d ，人總係好難猜測既動物，一時對你笑，佢又唔係真係真心高興，唔係對你友善，一時黑口黑面，原來又唔係嬲你。你以為同佢關係唔係好差，點知佢又鬧你，以為 佢同你唔係好熟，點知又會幫你。如果同你幾好傾，但係唔傾一排又當唔識你。我真係冇攪關係既能耐，好在我個人都幾自我，我諗選擇性咁活0係自己既世界到係 最開心既事。仲有，有一個歷久不衰既道理0係呢到都好岩用，就係識得搵對口人，我好記得一段對話，

小丙 : 「請問你仲有冇問題或者唔清楚想了解下架?」
大官 : 「無啦，有都問佢(小丙上司) 啦。」

其實一真都好小心，不過以後會更加小心，都係0個句，同一個錯誤唔可以多犯一次。

今晚個日文老師真係好有趣。感覺好似聽緊收音機，又好似睇緊綜合節目 咁，佢0個d 「之前出現過一個五段動詞，跟住落黎又係乜呢?」，「上半節我地完成左d 單字，我地先休息一陣，稍後落黎我地會睇下d 文形。」哈哈，好似休息就係廣告時間咁。連點名都好有趣味性!! I like this teacher! 佢真係教得幾好，起碼今堂冇瞓覺嘛!!

同Pam 傾左好耐計呀，好開心，佢星期三就走啦，好唔捨得呀。

I am happy

Today's class was quite interesting, we tried putting on the base and the foundations layer by layer. I was always the unlucky one to be picked as the demonstrating student, it's funny, the teacher put on everything on half of my face for demonstration, then I finished the other half. That's why I always finished quick and sat there looking at other classmates. Today we used foundation no. 1, as the teacher said, we'll try other number in the coming lessons. I think it suits me quite well, perhaps that's because there isn't any comparison. It's quite fun to have a group of 20 something students facing the mirror. The funniest thing is that before putting on any makeup, we must remove all the existing one, so we show each other our true face! haha.. luckily, I don't used to putting on makeup, otherwise, I'll suprise the others as they did to me :P

Let me summarise what I have learnt :
foundation no. 1 : suitable for most of asian people with moderate color
foundation no. 2 : suitable for people who would like to look lighter in complexion
foundation no.2.2 : suitable for people who also wanna look lighter but they themselves have dark skin color
foundation no. 3 : suitable for most asian people as well with moderate color but it looks redder
foundation no.4 : suitable for tan skin people

It's a good shopping day. I am happy ^^

I like this song very very much. Jacky Cheung's voice is so comforting.

黑白畫映

曲：伍家輝 | 詞：伍家輝 | 編：P.C. Fong

收拾下自己的心 說給自己聽
那黑 那白 全都不在 那風 那夢 風吹熄我的夢
收拾下自己的心 好讓天使聽
那黑 那白 全都不在 那風 那夢 風吹進我的夢
無力抱緊 抱著又傷心 偶而想起我愛你
想追又自己鼓不起勇氣 我心中黑白
無力靠近 猜測你的心 今夜又會在那裡
窗外的風起天下起小雨 我心中 黑白的畫映
(的畫映 的畫映)

我無力找真愛 可憐我只想空白
找不到靠近理由 也只能開不了口
靜靜的我守在窗口 享受這寂寞
無力證明 但願你想信 有個傻子在想你
在想你和我樓梯間相遇 我心中黑白的畫映