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Challenges

Challenges are never a missed part in my life. Everyday is exciting and testing to my judgement. It's glad that everytime problems arise, I still have the spirit and energy to cope with it and I know that I am always backed and supported by my sun to face every single challenge. The past few weeks are very intensive and energy-draining for me, a lot of projects are pending for decisions and negotiation where changes and contingency plans must be handy to smoothen the hurdles. Finally, good news come and everybody is over-whelmed with joy for that. Early last week, another promotional deal was confirmed with a good time slot after more than 4 months of discussion that excited me a lot and hopefully the deal can be closed with a sign off. Then another project - MTR X Hello Kitty promotion was kicked off smoothly that receives a lot of good feedback from the public! The comment from the newspaper is better than our another project with the fast food chain, I am so so happy about that! I must thank my sun who has really supported me through the hard time during the preparation of it. People say problems come in series, I would say, if you can overcome them with courage and patience, good news will also come one by one afterwards! After the kick-off of the MTR project, another promotional deal was signed and pending for receival next monday. After that, I think we can gear up in full speed for it. I am so happy that the 8 months discussion was not a waste even though I felt it wasn't going to work after a few incidents in between! I'll work hard! There are more challenges and I hope this summer is not an ordinary one.

I spent some time with Hank to go around the New Territories during the weekend of the past few weeks. It was so refreshing and Hank will never make the trip boring and tired for me! This is the best supplement for my busy life!

Finally, I wish my granny would recover very soon, I must visit her tomorrow!

Life is a choice

Tangled with projects recently that make me so tired. Though I got a few days of annual leaves and recently there are public holidays once every week, I feel so tired whenever I am engaged in working for a single day! Thanks Hank who is always around and help me out. You are not courier :P

Life is a choice.

I want to make my right choice, no need to be the best one.

I am disappointed to those I have respected in the past years.

Yesterday I have a really enjoyable and happy meal with Annie! I have no schedule this week as Hank is in Taiwan and I was originally planning to put full devotion into the work. It's great to have MSN in office that I can make use of a few seconds between hard time at work to chit chat a bit with friends. That ease my busy life. Talked about the lengthy project that I have no time to take care of, it is really touching to hear that Annie is offering me her help! Immediately we made a date the evening and have a nice dinner. In fact I miss her so much and hope to meet her anyway anyhow. Unexpectedly, between the conversation in the dinner, she took out a pile of notes that i recognised after was related to my project with her marking on it! It's really kind of her to spend time for me so seriously like this! This is what we call friend really! Nice to know more about her life and happy to share with her what I am encountering. Hope you have a great trip in the coming weeks!

The job is getting more and more demanding on time. There are a number of projects in different natures and complexity pending for my concurrent caring and it's nice to have some of them got progressed a little bit this week. Of course, while some are advancing, some are deteriorating. I am really tired, exhausted. I want peace.

No matter how busy, it is good to spend some time before work to share with my mother. The best thing for this job is I can come back at around 930 and it gives me like 30min chat with my family! Start getting worry about my granny and I think it is really time to think seriously. Having the situation that everybody is shifting the burden and responsibilities to my family, it is really a great pressure to my parents. The annoying situation really makes me sick of it. It is lucky that I can see the intimacy of my own family. Me and my brothers are really happy together and we treasure the time to play together like last sunday, we, 3 of us played Wii for the whole afternoon! We look after the family together and it is happy to see my little brother caring for family too! We have good communication with parents and of course, Hank is also helping a lot to support me for the family issues. The situation now really makes me rethink about the definition for 'RELATIVES'. What does that mean? Does that mean just common friends who meet more often? Does it mean that it is a way to get rid of resposbilities? Does it mean a choice to take advantage for? Does it mean a target to blame at? Is it a source for free servant? What a nice definition. I would work my best to maintain the harmony in my own home and to expand it to our offsprings. I am disappointed to those I have respected in the past years.

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多謝s-ter 同pino 0既留言呀，真的不好意思，過了兩個禮拜才回覆你地。好似好耐冇同大家聯絡，不過見到witch 0既blog，知道佢好似有d困惑，希望你一齊隨心啦! 另一邊廂0係莊小姐0既blog 到見到好多甜言蜜語，雖然我知道你係一個敢作敢言0既人，不過都俾你肉麻死啦!!

呢兩個禮拜真係忙到傻0左，為左準備同出席上星期0係總公司0既會，花左好些時間做presentation 同講左無數個電話。其實自從日本人老板走左之後，我既工作不知不覺地起了很大的變化，就連我自己都係今日靜落0黎0既時候先發覺。以前一直都係自己一個人做事，直接向老板交代﹐做錯事有人幫我解決，受影響0既都只係少數人。而家不知不覺自己0既team 多0左人，要做好自己的工作之餘，仲要兼顧同事仔0既困難，做錯決定的話，再唔會有人幫我揸主意，自己要為成team 0既事負責。因為兼顧多左唔同既project，稍有差錯，就連累好幾個project，仲會影響自己teamate 0既士氣。我開始感到有點吃力，就像一年半前剛進入呢間公司時一樣，什麼都從新開始，其實我原來冇自己想像中咁捱得，咁硬淨。不過我知道自己0既自我復原系統運作得好快0既，低沈0既時候好快會過架啦!

0係之前0既一年半裡面，sun教我學會爭取，學會抓緊機會。0係呢一個月裡面，sun教我學習去放棄，從放棄中得到平衡的結果。放棄永遠比爭取擁有困難，要懂得在適當的時候放手而不要執意擁有真的是一種修行，我會好好學習。

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開けば　掌

有意思!

努力呀!!!!

今晚見左大二時代暑期工的同事仔，屈指一算，好似已經差不多有四年冇見啦。同事仔當中有當時已經畢左業既fresh grad，同我地一班好好玩既暑期工。 四年冇見，大家個樣都冇變(或者佢地會覺得我老左啦!)，但係就各有成就啦。當時同我做同一個project (諗起0個個計下要炒幾多人既project 就 -.-....) 既 A小姐下個星期六就結婚啦，恭喜哂呀!!!! 知道佢已經買左樓，仲0係媽咪屋企附近，真係好羨慕呀 !! 希望佢地白頭到老啦!

新既一個財政年度，公司都有新既安排，成team人有三個獲升職，我係其中一個。雖然是一件開心事，但係做既野同面對既層面都複雜左好多。正如 sun 0係2年前提過我，做到某個位，0係公司裡面7成係攪人事，3成係做野。而家我就7成對人事，2成傾terms，1成做野，好吃力呀。我諗玫瑰同事都感覺到無型既壓力﹐皆因我shift 左好多野俾佢攪，真係要多謝佢呀!

我知道大家都好忙，畢業之後既5年係好重要架，努力呀!!!!

Good Luck!

忙得很，有點像機器，不對，像電腦，也不對，像機械人，也許沒大分別。同時間負責十多個project，真的很累，我想我要人格分裂了! 這幾個月的磨練，訓練了我的耐性 (:p 也許你不會同意吧!) ，我相信這幾個月的努力是會有成果的。很希望4月開始可7點放工，幸好這一年來還未有通宵工作紀錄，但9點以後放工的日子維持了好一段時間，也越來越多，真的有點累，人生不是為工作吧，真的很羨慕在外地工作的朋友們呢!

很期待easter 0既來臨!