MoodRider

Monday, May 30, 2005

My sun always stay with me at both my highest and lowest moments.

病左成個幾禮拜,終於有精神寫野啦..

上個星期好精彩 :
1. 睇左Saturday Night Fever
2. 請左一日半sick leave
3. 睇左兩次醫生
4. 見左一班舊同事,同佢地既男朋友(兼以前同學)
5. 上左一堂講唔到野既日文課
6. 睇左套勁殘忍既戲 "恐怖臘像館" ,睇左一個鐘頂唔順走人
7. 去左游水,學識左'夾' d 水埋身

haa... 偏偏係病既時候就咁多野攪,不過好開心。

My sun always stay with me at both my highest and lowest moments.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

It's the worst morning I ever have since I was with my sun. Worst than when I don't find the sun around in the same place where I am, just feel so waried. From now on, I hate rainy days so much than I ever did! Blessed that my sun wasn't injuried though the skin of the elbow has a little peeled off. It's so shocked when I first received his call knowing about the accident. Call after call, I feel better but still can't be relieved. When I was in office discussing something real troublesome, I saw him heading towards us, I was so happy and went straight to him as if my legs walk themselves without my knowing. I know how important my sun is to my life, I will treasure him and make our lives better together.

The coming days in this month will be tight and full. Life is like this, when you plan for it ahead, it usually won't come as it should be, when I didn't plan anything, things come one by one to fill you up. Days would be harder as my sun needs to travel a lot. I know it won't be challenges to us but only strengthen our bonds. The more we share the time together, the more I find that we are actually from two different planets. Rules and liberty, ice and fire, triangles and circles, conventional and creative, no better pairs of oppositions can describe us. Yet, no matter how different, the complementary effects did quite well. It is so lucky for the moon to have found the sun!

Glance through a book today about "33 things to be done before 35", it's quite interesting and I find that I have not done up to half of that though I still got a decade before reaching that very age. Though it's just a commercial reader selling gimmicks with that appealing title, some of the things it mentions are quite meaningful. Hence, I am now seriously considering to get a driving lisence, to go for a trip with my backpack and also find a good job. Please wish me success!

So tired.....

Monday, May 16, 2005

alerts from Moodrider

Got a few comment alerts from Moodrider, feel so surprised and happy at the same time. Thanks for reading my blog and being my audience and mood sharers, ^^ though I don't know you, I feel being supported. Leading a quite occupied life recently. Still working for the same boring and "resultless" job, still facing the flip-flopping directions with limited possibilities of working out practically. Still attending the weekly enjoyable japanese lesson, still got some time to share with my family and still being in love with my sun ^^ A few public holidays have passed and there is a plenty of weeks before I land my hands on the keyboards again for this loved boulevard to share my mind tides.

New models of handset are coming soon with an expectedly unexpected schedule. Haa, we held meeting marathons with the same parties all over the past month(s), finally, decisions haven't been made, only discreted ideas and pieces of everchanging execution commands were laid to us as the executors to start preparing for the war outside. That can be improved, to my knowing and with something being made clear, I hope and believe. However well it is improving, my intention to find new jobs still grow with the growing fire being fueled inside. I start to wonder how the technical department runs, you know, I used to work with IT genius in research centers with a team of experts as support and everythings running in a professional manner. Here in this very place, servers aren't stable, everytime a problem is spotted and I have tried to repeat the same problem successfully for a few times, the technical person responsible will come back to me and say there is no problem and nothing's wrong in the code. However, magic's here, the problem is recovered and it is healed mysterically. I think everyone can guess the reasons behind, hey, I don't believe in the myth of having programs and codes being kind to the one who wrote it only! Careless mistakes were always made here, servers are recovered not with the recent versions, it's with the previous accessible and complete version, let's say a week ago (for the lucky case). Therefore, in my reply to a joint promotion request, I emphasized the point that all promotion material if it is to be stored in our server, please be noted that there will be 'scheduled downtime' for servers. This magic word from system maintenance class is really useful.

Longing for a long holiday, not sure if I can go anywhere, but that is for sure a good rest. Currently I am searching for an electronic japanese dictionary. Having come across a few Hong Kong branded multilingo e-dict, I find that the japanese translation isn't that accurate. I really hope I can improve my japanese and widen my vocabularies, afterall, language is my favourite subjects ^^ Hey, if anyone of you came across a good one, please tell me !!

Yesterday was a very sunny day and it's so hot that we got sun-burnt after going for an excursion to 東平洲 with my family. Lucky that I protected my face well, however, my arms are burnt with two segments of colors now! I should have worn vests instead, I think it look nicer even it's dark, at least it looks as a whole afterall!

Met some old friends on Wednesday, so happy to meet Car and Mr. Bear whom I haven't contacted for more than half a year. But it's disappointed to haven known that Mrs. Bear has dated other friends and didn't come, I got so much to share with her!!!! Car is still that frank and funny. Actually Mr. Bear and Car haven't changed much, they are still my old frank friends, the only thing different is they become mature. They always say I didn't change much, yes perhaps I am still that innocent and simple, I am not sure if I am more mature, but my feeling for their friendship hasn't changed. Afterall, I am still the same reserved and introvert gal.

I bought a bottle of very nice fragrance few days ago. Feel so refreshed and comfortable when I put it on. It's called 'Secret Wish' with a fairy sitting on the bottle lid. I think it's the best one from Anna Sui, this is the second perfume I like most while the first one is the 'White Musk' from Body Shop. I also got my eyelash permed last week, it's curly now and looks nice ^^ Actually I always think that my eyelash is long enough, but it's too straight comparing to my two brother's long and curly ones. Mom always said the one above won't make everything perfect, yes I always agree, so we won't have everything born to be nice, but if we work it out ourselves, we can get it ^^

It's a long writing, what does it means? haha, perhaps it means it's start of another pause of writing here (if I am lazy and tired after work).

by Richard Wilbur
What is the opposite of two?
A lonely me, a lonely you

(I like this a lot, I copied this nice one while I was reading a rhyme book at school library when I was in lower forms)