What can I do?

Things aren't smooth today. It started with the ache developed in my stomach in the afternoon. Then I fell asleep in the bus on the way home, probably due to some kinda sickness, and finally got one stop late when I realised I should have got off the bus. Then I went the wrong way home that wasted me 15 minutes. Good enough, when I was changing clothes, I dropped my mirror in my room, pieces of glass scattered around. What else can I do ? haha I dare not do anything but just sit in front of the TV, otherwise I might have done some other odd stuff I suppose. Well, I must be thinking of some other things, well, I always think that my stomach ache isn't a result, it is a sign. It's a sign that tells me I am worrying something that I didn't realise myself. The intensity of pain should be the level of my worry ... I think I know what.....

Thanks my aunt and cousins who have been looking after my grandma and grandpa so hardly. I really wanna contribute, but constraints do stop me. I am just a person who can't live with less freedom, this kinda situation really makes me feel real bad. What can I do? Impatience burns like fire in the chest that makes me can't stay still and calm. =.=

Perhaps this is another test in my life that the one above wanna try my patience and decisions. I'll try my best.

My best wishes to my old colleagues and good friends who's left center.

It's a good time to have holidays

My MP3 player's out of order!!! So sad about it, my time on the bus will be doom =.=

It's a good time to have holidays. Even I'm not gonna take any annual leaves to make it a long one, I still find it quite relaxing, cuz going to work in alternative days in a week is a working practice that I dreamed of :P

There are many things I need to do, but do I know what is the most important thing? The answer seems lying somewhere I am not quite sure :P

雖然大家都唔鍾意Juno , 但係我覺得佢d歌真係幾好聽喎!! (幾懷念以前0係413玩Juno既日子呀)

耿耿於懷 - 麥浚龍  



 你 最近還好嗎? 尚愛看少女漫畫嗎?

　最近 近乎沒露面 你有新對象嗎 ?

　真想帶你見見 我剛識到的她

　我想聽你意見 這算是病吧？

　為何無論我　　願意怎樣試　　

　怎樣也　　不可一樣愛慕她？



　難道沒練習太耐　　感覺都追不回來

　試圖再　　努力愛　也顯得不自在

　不懂得如何談戀愛　　還是我太愛你　對過去太放不開

　難道是寂寞太耐　　生銹的鎖不能開

　鑰匙也　　折斷了　留在舊患所在

　懷內　　放滿對你的愛　　難怪跟誰也　再沒法戀愛



　我　有時仍很怕　　路過你那從前的家

　往事若然未落幕　　再揭起有害嗎？

　真想帶你見見 我剛識到的她

　我想聽你意見 這算是病吧？

　為何無論我　　願意怎樣試　　

　怎樣也　（沒令自己戀上她）



　難道沒練習太耐　　感覺都追不回來

　試圖再　　努力愛　也顯得不自在

　不懂得如何談戀愛　　還是我太愛你　對過去太放不開

　難道是寂寞太耐　　生銹的鎖不能開

　鑰匙也　　折斷了　留在舊患所在

　懷內　　放滿對你的愛　　難怪跟誰也　再沒法戀愛]



　難道沒練習太耐　　感覺都追不回來

　試圖再　　努力愛　也顯得不自在

　耿耿於懷從前的愛

　從沒有　　振作過　痛了再痛也應該



　難道是寂寞太耐　　生銹的鎖不能開

　往事卻　似斷箭　　還剩下在體內

　若懷內　放滿對你的愛

　害怕一直也　　再沒法戀愛

hope my dearest granny can go back home early and recover soon

It's always awful to translate all those technical specification. How could I know what's multiple shots in chinese if I dun even have a little sparkling idea on what that is in english? Just wanna get it done as quick as possible so that I can work on my REAL job ~.~ But anyway, it's good to be occupied, I hate sitting there having to find what's the next tasks =.=

My ears got inflammation again ~.~ that's why I can't always change earing, what a pity!! My granny's gonna have a little surgery tomorrow morning, kinda worried on the one hand cuz in such senior age, a small wound can cause an effect multiplied ten times as it is on a youngster. However on the other hand, it's a relief as we know the cause of his sickness. I just hope my dearest granny can go back home early and recover soon ^^

Still like this song very much though it's a song a few years ago.

Truely Madly Deeply

by Savage Garden

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy,
I'll be your hope I'll be your love be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do

I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning, a reason for living, a deeper meaning yeah

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea,
I want to lay like this forever, until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky
I'll make a wish to send it to heaven then make you want to cry,
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort, and protection of
The highest powers, in lonely hours, the tears devour you

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea,
I want to lay like this forever, until the sky falls down on me

Oh can you see it baby, you don't have to close your eyes,
It's standing right before you,
All that you need will surely come.

Instrumental Break

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy,
I'll be your hope I'll be your love be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea,
I want to lay/live like this forever, until the sky falls down on me

打從心裡開心出黎既笑容好難得呀

^^ 今日見到好多"熟人"呀。先係make-up class 見返eunice 同pierre ^^ 好耐冇見啦，見返你地感覺好親切。好在老師等左一陣先開始，我差唔多遲左成半個鐘頭都唔係聽少好多野。最攪笑既係我竟然0係個class 到撞到而家既同事，我地都幾有緣喎!!!

之後即刻去mona lisa 同熊熊先生太太揀結婚相，熊熊太太好efficient咁揀左二十幾張最靚既相。雖然熊熊太太唔係幾滿意d 相，但係其實我覺得大部份都好靚，我諗我都唔會影到咁多靚相，因為我太冇耐性啦，我諗影唔夠十張我就會發脾氣架啦。

今晚食飯見到好多friend 呀。見返st. mary's 既老友啦，見返一路都咁close 既carmen 啦，仲有以前攪ball 識既QC boys 啦，都好開心呀。咁當然係見到熊熊先生太太最開心啦。打從心裡開心出黎既笑容好難得呀，今日好開心呀。

越來越覺得自己好需要朋友。

This is me of a personality test from a friend's info :

• Search for meaning in their life and develop powerful insights
• Are dedicated to helping others reach their potential
• Think of themselves as gentle, peaceable and cautious
• Others may find it difficult to get to know them

feel most relaxed and creative when their surroundings are organised. They are deeply private people who only share their insights with trusted friends; however, they will defend their values if challenged. typically prefer a few close relationships to a wide circle of friends.

^^ 都幾似我，haha.... 唔通真係俾人睇死要教書?!

Tonight's really a great time

Finally the little experiment class has ended. That class has drawn me into great troubles some times before as I started to develop weekend phobia with the pressure coming from my lack of ideas for each class! You know, when you have already come across water, air pressure, force, magnetism except heat and fire (cuz no fire is allowed), you start to scratch your hair without any more ideas and it will be a dread to be off for work on friday because it's the beginning of another hard job. Anyway, it's passed already, I've got new things to do and prepare.

The schedule for this month is even tighter. My nightime will be the only time I rest. That's challenging somehow. ^^ Luckily, I still have Wednesday and Friday available for friends and leisure. Tonight's really a great time with Jasmine. We just keep talking for the whole four hours! From the restaurant to the street, from the shopping mall to the end of another street. Walking to and fro the same narrow road and lingering on topics of great difference. What a great time. It's the greatest time I have after working for the new job. Thanks Jasmine, hope to see you soon .. and hope to meet you gals soon as well!!

Gotta work very very hard!