MoodRider

Monday, January 31, 2005

Simplicity vs Foolishness

The topic is rather amusing when I started contradicting myself in between a conversation with my sun. Yes, there is no direct relationship between simplicity and foolishness but it is not that unrelated to certain extents. It's funny that when I search the above title in google, an extensive hit goes to software architecture and programming methodology. Funny, a more Philosophy-like topic is mostly discussed in the field of the most logical faculty of science. The second most hit goes to the biblical selections, but that goes to simplicity more which I have no comment at all. Reaching no conclusion from the web, I better find some ideas from my fellowmates :P
My questions are :
1) Does Simplicity means Foolishness?
2) If no, does it mean every simple logic is concluded from a complicated thinking process which implied intelligence behind?
3) Then does it mean Simplicity is superior to Complexity?
4) Isn't Complexity evolved from Simplicity?
5) Then why bother to think?
6) If the first question is yes, does it mean that Simplicity is due to the inability to startup the engine to complex?
7) Are all mankind born to be fools before starting to think?

My sun does show me the answers.
I dun bother to think... actually I think I am too simple. ^^

Sunday, January 23, 2005

Inheritance vs Polymorphism

Having encountered the recent events, may I pray for a polymorphism in the better end than an inheritance if I can barely control? It's somehow good to have such a personal evaluation with this very standard, that I know what should be taken away and what should remain as traces of resemblance. Anyway, it's a good lesson.

The second half of today was great. Haven't seen Kog for such a long time, finally he has his hair grown to about 1 cm long. Teasing him only rendered a good fight and bullying, dare not try next time. We got 2 plans for today, 1) paying $130 to Karaoke box 2) movie and dinner. The first one was turned down quickly without better compromisation as we are all poor, the second one was also hopelessly given up as no good movies are on show, or should be said as no good movies that Kog and Sammy would want to share with me (cuz only romantic movies are good to see there). Therefore, we went to the last resort - having dinner only. However unintended, we did enjoy the meal and have a good laugh with jokes and funny conversations. Afterall, we grow up together and it deserves a sore throat to laugh from heart. Hey, next time we should have all of us shown up!!!

The cinema visit today was valuable though we didn't go for any, cuz I got the following wanted list :
1) Polar Express (Hopeless to see)
2) Closer (Want to see this as early as its ad was put on in the MTR stations)
3) Birth (Read the abstract long time ago, I like Nicole Kidman)
4) 在世界中心呼喚愛 (I like 大澤隆夫 since星之金貨)
5)
Constantine (because of Keaneu Reeve)
6) The Incredibles (though I started to feel fed up with the phone themes and Java Game)
7)
Seed of Chucky (I watched the first one, it's thrilling and attractive to know a son is coming)
Hope I can watched at least half of them :P

Watched 人間交叉點 at home as it's my mom's favourite Japanese Cartoon Animation. It's an exceptional animation series as it features dilemas and pitfalls that we often come across in our living. The one I watched today said this as a conclusion "信任的力量比猜疑的大,而且力量比我們想像中大". It just like a reinforcement from what I have been trying hard to do. Nice.

The trip to Stanley was the best among my previous visits there. Really, it's so lively, so comfortable and happy. Yet, it would be great if we can really pay a visit to the cementary. I never saw that kind of places in good western style before. I think I start to overcome my sea fobia provided that it's daytime.

The next thing I really wanna do for my forever sun is to cook a decent meal and enjoy together. Looking forward to it (wow, I recall the exact line that the seducing secretary has said to the boss in Love Actually before the Christmas Party night, poisoned).

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

在我的世界裡,就算多夜還有太陽在,讓我在溫暖中微笑

今天是特別的一天,特別忙碌,特別多出錯,還有特別地讓一個近乎失去溫暖的人感動(至少我這樣想)。又過了一個錯漏百出的一天,每件事總要改動不下十次才可勉強見人。一直到中午過後才從言語間發現原來今天是老細生日(他還透露了年齡的秘密)。猜了好幾天,迷底終於解開,可是時間不好,過了中午不可能外出買蛋糕。幸好,開完會後Hazel告知他們已買了禮物給老細,我也少有地說了一場難得這樣迫真的謊話,說Johnny找他云云,他便跟我趕忙走到他們房。看見他拿著禮物的表情好像很感動似的,這樣一份小小的禮物,一份小小的心意讓他感到在這冷酷的戰場上,還有一絲絲溫暖的泉源。不妙的是當我跟老細做起V手勢拍照時,差人竟然走過,想不到倒楣的人真的這樣楣,一整天不見他,就在這是碰個正著,怪不得annual dinner 那天整枱也沒有一個獎,皆因有兩個大楣蛋在。

在公司裡總不能一面工作一面笑,鼓著腮的實在太緊張了。幸好在我的世界裡,就算多夜還有太陽在,讓我在溫暖中微笑。

Saturday, January 15, 2005

Another week

After the long-short week arrangement has been cancelled, the saturday afternoon and sunday become very valuable. The rest time is shortened while the working time is relatively lengthened. It is tiring mentally and physically. The cycle of hardship and the overcoming of it has accelerated, it occurs more frequently and it is hard to keep up the spirit. After a week's tensed work, I feel my alert signal has weakened. There are many many work that need relationship to cope with. Sole diligence and intelligence are barely enough to work out things. I have lost totally in the Disney thing though it has been planned long before while things are handled carefully. I really hope things can be improved, I really feel hard to progress even for a tiny step.

Please take care, don't let the cold worsen. I feel so lucky and contented as you said.

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Private Emotion

Can I share my private emotion with you ?
Would I be able to peep into yours ?


Private Emotion[Ricky Martin]

Every endless night has a dawning day
Every darkest sky has a shining ray
And it shines on you baby can't you see
You're the only one who can shine for me
#It's a private emotion that fills you tonight

And a silence falls between us
As the shadows steal the light
And wherever you may find it
Wherever it may lead
Let your private emotion come to me
Come to me
When your soul is tired and your heart is weak

Do you think of love as a one way street
Well it runs both ways, open up your eyes
Can't you see me here, how can you deny

It's a private...
Every endless night has a dawning day

Every darkest sky has a shining ray
It takes a lot to laugh as your tears go by
But you can find me here till your tears run dry

It's a private emotion that fills you tonight...

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

水落石出

水落石出,還需要一點點信心。

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Praises and compliments can only bring a short moment of happiness, only encouragement keeps one high spirit and a morale to strive the best.

Life is full of coincidence. Just at the time my new pc works fine, my LCD monitor goes out of order. Perhaps I am made to rest without a working pc to interfere my home stay.

I have planned to start my mission at home which I would want to do so as early as possible when my memory is still fresh. But at the time I took out everything and about to start, I find that I am in short of color pencil which I like using very much. Without that, I dun think I wanna start. So my task tomorrow is to get myself a set of nice color pencils then I'll be satisfied.

So many things have happened recently in my working environment. It seems that happiness can no longer be sought in most places. And I start to feel myself being "ironised" as well. I never wanna be a cold, hard and expressionless machine. Is that the real world? haa.. a real world should be full of fake faces. Contradiction, but that's the bloody truth. Yet, no matter how cold outside, I am sure I can still find warmth and laughter somewhere when frankness is treasured and true faces are valued. I indeed can find them. I am happy and I still believe that if you are true and warm to someone, no matter how bad that person is, he or she can still be moved and be your friend. I really hope every smile from our faces are reflections of our hearts, but not a mask.

Work hard and be clear in mind. Praises and compliments can only bring a short moment of happiness, only encouragement keeps one high spirit and a morale to strive the best. Let's work hard, my forever sun!

Saturday, January 08, 2005

我的太陽永遠都在身邊,我不怕黑也不怕冷

今晚罕有地在家吃飯,罕有地星期六一家人在一起,雖然天氣很冷,但仍感覺到家庭的溫暖。(:p 很老套,但對於我這個"外"向的女兒,感覺份外強烈) 今天過了近期的第二個考試。同樣是考試,上個月的那個試考起來信心十足,今次的只抱玩票心態,不是不認真,只是最後一天才報考這個試,也是最後一刻才拆開 通知信發現只剩兩星期準備。在沒有充份準備下,只有盡力而為啦~ 我想今次比三年前所考的同一個試做得好。也許試題顯淺了,也許知識增長了,也許人長大了一點點,比以前較懂分析問題,又可能純粹是大了三歲,看多了三年新 聞報告,總有一點點得著吧 :p 盡了力,怎樣也好,感到心情舒暢,抒了一口氣。就是抒了這一口氣,好像把之前在公司受的那一口很難咽下的激氣都一併抒下,人也輕了一點,但心郤實了一點。 連日來好像機關槍掃射般處理一件又一件的麻煩事,是誰引起的已不重要,重要的是死不悔改的態度,自欺欺人的想法。世上沒有好人與壞人,我想只有聰明人與愚 笨人之分,只有自私人和無私人之別。智慧決定人的處事方法,私心是每事之源。為什麼還在抱怨哪個壞人幹了怎樣的壞事呢?為什麼不去想辨法去做好些?是有點 氣餒,但我不會放棄,這些我是不會認輸的。

失望,是的,很失望,到了一點心淡的地步。不是其他,是我不明白友誼可以這樣脆弱。從來都不認為人與人之間的友情,感情可一夜之間朝反方向地轉變。原來的好朋友成了連一聲問候也沒有的陌路人,板著臉的,很可怕,也很假。夠了。

不用擔心呢,雖然我不是很堅強的人,卻從不是軟弱的,我會努力,朝著我那慢慢清楚的方向進發。還有呢,因為我知道我的太陽永遠都在身邊,我不怕黑也不怕冷 ^^

When you start changing minor habits that dun bother you much so as to make the one in your mind happy, you are in love.
When you doubt and even suspect someone in your mind, feeling depressed and after a night's sleep, you find it not a thing at all and be happy again, you are in love.
When you used to be annoyed on things that ppl have done before but by the one in your mind, you find it nothing, you are in love.
When the ultimate objective of everything you do is to see the one in your mind smile, you are in love.
When you start taking up habits of the one in your mind without noticing, you are in love.
When you find yourself speaking like the one in your mind, you are in love.
When you...........
When you can feel the above, you are in love.
Hope the 'one' feels the same for you ^^

Thursday, January 06, 2005

re-born!!

I am back again!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Struggling with the worn-out and full-of-virus computer for the past few weeks, and then being isolated from the virtual world with a dead computer, I am finally re-born!! Yeah, in return, I have to pay $4000 for re-opening the door to my virtual paradise and my double pay has transformed into a workable machine, haa.. that's fine. Now, my pc has only got the basic XP applications, a few games(Sims 2 , my favourite) and most importantly, norton anti-virus and got nothing other than that, not even office!!!

It was a busy month in December last year. I got a full schedule, but sad to say, I can't recall much of that. Haa, that means most of the things I did for my job was perhaps opposite to being meaningful. I went to the first concert of Kelly(wonderful night though I slept in the noise at last), ate with my best and closest secondary school classmates(wow, all of them achieve to start in diversity) and met a few of my best friends. Too bad that I've missed my lovely ex-colleagues' gathering twice and that gave them a chance to send me a disgusting, very economical but memorable and funny birthday card(well, the lips on the paper was far too oily :P), I really find them creative, perhaps I should consider recommending them to take part in any of those contest organised by conservative organisations to promote recycling unused matters.

This year's birthday was really really special and touching. Thank you so much!!! Without big celebrations, without crowded party, without fancy gifts, I still got a very warm countdown. And of course, thank you Noona for your very first call on my bithday! This year I did a funny experiment. I removed my birthday alert on the icq info and I find that the "Happy Birthday!" message I received have largely reduced. That must mean something. haaa... those who didn't send me messages really update my icq info!!

Met Jessica last night. There are really many coincidence in this small world! Her client is his sister, and she is one of my best friends, one of my best ex-colleagues and peer tutor :P What an enjoyable night and we did say "大家努力" to each other as we all meet difficulties in many aspects that we need support so much. Well, really wanna know when I can clear my doubt and won't need to say "唔知會點呢?" anymore.

Will my readers still read my blog and did I surprise them with this sudden re-born? Or have I lose any of my readers ?? Haa... leave me a comment :P