MoodRider

Saturday, March 26, 2005

Life is wonderful

Everything need a start, and a good start renders greater probability for good result. Haa, that's true for me. A nice morning fuels me for an energetic day. Read a few stories and pieces of writings this morning, I think this is the most interesting one :

[Assume life expectancy of men is 75 and women is 80, from which you can add or subtract years depending on 127 questions. Selective samples are as follows :]

1) Are you a graduate ? +2years (Y)
2) Do you maintain mental fitness ? +4 years (Y)
3) Do you eat a balanced diet? +2years(Y) -3years (N)
4) Do you smoke a pack of cigarettes a day? -4 years(Y)
5) Do you live/work with a smoker? -1year (Y) ~.~ is it proportionate to the no. of smokers?
6) Do you practise a religious belief? +6years(Y)
7) Are you in love? +7years(Y)

Haa, I think most people can strike a balance of just a few years + or - the standard expectancy as we may have positive answers in some of the questions but negative in some. However, knowing that my boss contributes in shortening my life by a very single year, I don't feel quite comfortable about it, my life should be controlled by myself, right?

Yesterday was a great day though we did a lot of walking. Finally I paid a visit to the Museum of Medical Science. The building of the museum was in english style with red bricks and fine wooden staircase. The feeling was so familiar, just like the Old Building of St. Mary's. Unluckily, it's under refurnishing now, that the displaying items seems not very organised and we didn't stayed for long. Then we just walked from Sheung Wan to Admiraty. We stopped and visited the 石板街, and also a bookstore called One Fine Day which is a cosy upstair bookstore where you can taste a cup of nice flower tea. The name of the bookstore did remind me of a lovely oldies called One Fine Day by The Chiffons. It's a nice song with light rhythm and lively melody that suits to hear on One Fine Day really, haaa! We then went to the Hong Kong Park and I have a lemon ice bar, that recalled my childhood memory when I played with my cousins in the park in summer in a hot and shiny day and the ice bar did cease our thirst and contented us with a happy memory. Finally we went to see 'Howl's moving castle'. It's the original Japanese version that I can hear the sexy attractive voice of 木村拓哉. The animation is gorgeous, but I don't quite understand the story. I don't understand why there are wars. And actually I think the movie just copied ideas from some old tales like tears can heal, kiss can cure, and also the prince frog. Anyway, I like the castle and the magical door that I can go anywhere.

Life is wonderful with sunshine from my sun ^^

Sunday, March 20, 2005

More Than Words

過了一個悠閒的週末,雖然工作仍是依舊的令我一籌莫展,但總不能眉頭深鎖的過了一個寶貴的週末吧!
星期六放工後終於一償所願吃了pizza,自從幾個星期前病了以後便一直沒有胃口去吃,昨天終於可以好好的吃一餐,很開心,所以即使跟著看了多難的 "變相怪B"也沒所謂(不過真的不要看,太差了)! 平靜的一天,簡單的節目太令人嚮往 ^^

你的日記我就快可唸出來了,每一次看都很熟悉,卻又很新鲜,還時不要再看了:p


More Than Words :Westlife

Saying I love you
Is not the words
I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say
but if you only knew
How easy
it would be to
show me how you feel
More than words
is all you have to do
to make it real
Then you wouldn't
have to say
that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do
if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say
if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

Now that I've tried to
talk to you
and make you understand
All you have to do
is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands

and touch me
Hold me close
don't ever let me go
More than words
is all I ever
needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say
that you love me
Cos I'd already know

上次要看的電影沒有一一看掉,幸好我不是戲痴,沒有看的可以留待DVD出了才看,因為己經有新上畫的電
影要看了 :

戀愛地圖 : 只是喜歡
伊東美咲、 陳柏霖 和范曉萱
藉著雨點說愛你 :喜歡竹內結子,給人很舒服的感覺
哈爾移動城堡 : 很漂亮的城堡,雖然不喜歡老婆婆當主角,但還是要看
尼蒙利斯連環不幸事件 : 故事很吸引,喜歡黑色幽默
擊情 : 最佳女主角嘛! 題材蠻特別
捉迷藏 : 落畫了嗎?


^^ 什麼都一樣,太巧了!!

Friday, March 11, 2005

把腦袋丟了好幾個月,找回來了,好像開不動,用不著了。一直以來都認為自己很會管束自己,很會照顧自己,可惜現在的我真的叫幾年前的我失望了。失去了最寶貴的東西就只會好像他一樣,要提起精神,以前的LeeAnn不是這樣的。

現在的難題總不曾是你們所擔心的,我怎能令大家失望? 究竟前面的路要怎樣走? 是迷失了嗎?這樣的做事方法不可以。

我是否太天真? 我應該明白的,也許太易相信別人,或是太不願意相信人性的醜惡,是否我太敏感? 還是跟以前一樣,要徹底失望才會相信? 是時候長大了。

今天很悶,她也一樣。不是那種悶,是心悶的那種。倒數的遊戲一點也不好玩,我沒有多大耐性,這幾天的等待會是多大的折磨!? 把所有你的事,你的字,你的相片從頭到尾看幾回,還有跟其他人說有多想你。你知道嗎,我從來不幹這些,你是第一個,也是最重要的。原來一個人的心真的可以被掏空的。謝謝你給我寫的小字條,你知嗎,我一直都在想辦法把它好好的撕下來帶回家,但要原好無缺的撕下來很難啊!

他說要做假扮的他,又說要做臨時的他,你不知道他是獨一無二的嗎? ^^ 不過也謝謝你說笑逗我開心,不過我實在提不起勁呢!

今天又用完一盒紙巾了,每天一盒,我不想下世做樹!!! 我想我二十多年來都是第一次這樣大傷風,記得小時候不會'呻'鼻涕,還常常炫耀自己從未試過傷風,原來真的會'小氣'。今天的胃口好多了,吃多了一點,相信你回來時我會肥肥白白^^ 看看日曆,原來兩個星期後便是復活節假期,怪不得今天無聊地查看公司的info center 發現這麼多人請假 !! 好想跟你去旅行啊!!!

用新電腦感覺太爽了,好像鼻塞通了一樣,哈!! 要努力。臨走前想起你的杯子,好在及早洗乾淨,要不然又會有發現小強屍體事件啦。

媽媽生病了,爸爸的鞋壞了,忽然有點內疚,是否忽略了他們? 我應該待他們好一點。前天的一句說話讓爸爸高興了,看見他笑了,很好。我的心可以大一點嗎?

我的小火柴快燒完。想辦法吧。

不知道re-u 會是怎樣,你曾叫我不要後悔,因你也沒有後悔過,會見到你嗎?

Bon voyage!
I will miss you a lot.
Wait for you my sun ^^

I can't save the sunshine in a bottle,
but the rainbow and shadow once casted stays in my life forever

^^ turn your secret message into deeds under the pile of A4:P

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Losing appetize recently, that makes me have meals irregularly and that doesn't do good to health I know. I need to adjust to a better and normal eating habit. It's good to use my brain more today and have a good discussion with my only senior partner. Regarded as a so called "good" discussion because I wasn't led to as far as the universe while a clear topic is being talked. I am learning to gain the control back and get him back a little closer to the right track. Have thought about what I want and what I can gain here many times, the foregone conclusion isn't convincing enough for me to make good decisions.

Learning how to refuse is very very important. If only I have mastered it better, I shouldn't have to stay behind in the office today ~.~ Anyway, more chance to work, more exposure to learn.

My computer is becoming more and more like me. It goes up and down as my emotion. Feeling contented with the new and quick machine, the other day, it told me about its having physical memory dump. How to fix it? Just a few moves and perhaps it feels fine with a little bit of exercise, it works again. +.+

Wanna have a pair of nice glasses, Sherman, have you got yours? Brenda how are you? What about a re-union of the FYP group before the csis one? ^^

Growing up, I start to find my trustful personalities do hurt deeply without my realising. Things do change and I should learn to accept disappointment and don't take promises as heavy as before, otherwise when it's broken, the heart sinks and can't go back so easily.

I dun really like people trying to push the ball back to the victim's shoulders. That's ridiculous. X,X


Eternal Flame
( The Bangles )

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming?
Is this burning an eternal flame?

I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch when you are sleeping, you belong to me
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?

Say my name, sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely, and then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

Monday, March 07, 2005

Embraced with complicated emotion, I have passed a special weekend. My sun didn't rise so long hours as before. Perhaps it's because I wasn't in a consious states most of the time due to the ridiculous cold I got, the cloudiness didn't darken my sky much, though to certain extent, the two together have cursed me enough with great effects. Feeling something clogged inside is uneasy, but I will find good ways out.

I don't know the severity of your injury, hope you get well soon. Sorry I didn't call at once, but anyway, the result is the same.

Last Christmas is an all around the season song for me. The theme doesn't matter, the melody is just so touching and it can produces a nice resonance with the beat in my heart. ^^ Lovely

Be brave, be thoughtful, be positive ...

Thursday, March 03, 2005

我沒有忘記,祝你生日快樂。

我會好好的照顧自己,你專心做你要做的事吧,不過我都希望你要小心身體,支持你, forever sun。

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Miss you so much little lunita, let's find a good day out.

support you sun, dun blame yourself so much.


I can sense something repetitive happening... help, lunita