MoodRider

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Losing appetize recently, that makes me have meals irregularly and that doesn't do good to health I know. I need to adjust to a better and normal eating habit. It's good to use my brain more today and have a good discussion with my only senior partner. Regarded as a so called "good" discussion because I wasn't led to as far as the universe while a clear topic is being talked. I am learning to gain the control back and get him back a little closer to the right track. Have thought about what I want and what I can gain here many times, the foregone conclusion isn't convincing enough for me to make good decisions.

Learning how to refuse is very very important. If only I have mastered it better, I shouldn't have to stay behind in the office today ~.~ Anyway, more chance to work, more exposure to learn.

My computer is becoming more and more like me. It goes up and down as my emotion. Feeling contented with the new and quick machine, the other day, it told me about its having physical memory dump. How to fix it? Just a few moves and perhaps it feels fine with a little bit of exercise, it works again. +.+

Wanna have a pair of nice glasses, Sherman, have you got yours? Brenda how are you? What about a re-union of the FYP group before the csis one? ^^

Growing up, I start to find my trustful personalities do hurt deeply without my realising. Things do change and I should learn to accept disappointment and don't take promises as heavy as before, otherwise when it's broken, the heart sinks and can't go back so easily.

I dun really like people trying to push the ball back to the victim's shoulders. That's ridiculous. X,X


Eternal Flame
( The Bangles )

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming?
Is this burning an eternal flame?

I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch when you are sleeping, you belong to me
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?

Say my name, sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely, and then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

1 Comments:

  • Researchers have known about and studied adaptation for many years, but for the most part they emphasized perceptual adaptataion - decreased responsiveness to signhts, sounds, odors and the like as people continue to experience them. The idea is that human beings, like virtually all other animals, respond less and less to any given environmental event as the event persists.


    If you live in a world in which you experience misery more often joy, adaptation is very beneficial. It may be the only thing that gives you the strength and courage to get through the day. But if you live in a world of plenty, in which sources of joy outnumber sources of misery, then adaptation defeats your attempts to enjoy your good fortune.

    - The Paradox of Choice: Why More is Less

    By Blogger hkeric, at 10:42 pm  

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