工作是不會令人疲憊的，只有失敗，挫折和氣餒才令人疲倦。

這幾天的心情每日都好像經歷陰天，晴天，雨天一樣反覆不定，連家裡的電腦也跟我一起發病。不過，無論心情有多壞，看見你便會有晴天^^ 太情緒化的我病情似乎有惡化的跡象，有時候也很無奈，也許很多事情我也想不通，也許我把很小的事都看得太重，太著緊，也許與我一起工作的人也感到不很舒服，也許太多太多了... 每天都是一個考試，很希望每天都有進步，縱使現在大概比合格還很遠很遠，也希望可以慢慢地每天做好一點。你知道嗎，你教我很多，現在我正摸索著適合自己，適合自己的岡位的工作方法，感覺很吃力，阻力好像很大似的。不過我也會當這是一種磨練，畢竟人總不會一世生活在順境之中吧。我想現在是我的整理期，正在重新整理自己的所有。不知怎的，在這樣混亂的時候，總會發現很多讓人失望的事和令人反感的人，確是很大的沖擊。

在一個同事的cubic到發現了這樣的一句話，這只昰大概的意思 :
工作是不會令人疲憊的，只有失敗，挫折和氣餒才令人疲倦。

第二句的意思記得不大清楚(老了，記性差了，我想三四年前，應該可以一字不漏的牢記著)。雖然這不是什麼警世名言，但我覺很這對於我或我部門來說廷貼切。要振作啦!!!!!
話時話，每天看著這句的人真的好像很有氣魄 ^^

大家加油!!!

Too sensitive to react, or too dumb to be sensitive?

Too tired to write something, I pretty much like this :

maybe every woman's dream isno matter how naive, idiotic, emotional, thoughtless she is,she can still find a mr darcywho cares for her, cherish her and most importantly, doesn't mind about her weight
from "Bridget Jones ~ Edge of The Reason" (also from my friend's info)

hey! don't misundstand, I won't let myself getting that 'a little bit overweight' huh!

Too sensitive to react,
Or too dumb to be sensitive?

小呆獸 ...> 大呆獸

Finally got some time to drop a few lines about my recent life, my recent thoughts and feelings. Just finished two exams, one quite easy, the other not so. But that's fine, I just want good result for the easy one, a pass on the relatively not easy one :P hehe... I have spent three weekends and occassional nights on the revision, though I have sacrified my leisure time, it's quite enjoyable. I'll work hard for the next level!!

Recently encountered hard times for my work. I started to lose myself in the maze. What I should do to help ? Thought about it for nights, I found that my difficiencies are the most basic elements instead of the more elaborated skills which should be built on top of it, meaning I am quite unable to progress in this stage as my base isn't strong enough to do so. It is always difficult to be smart, or should be to smart out in situations. I will give myself time to strengthen myself bit by bit, day by day. Well, I got two more difficult tasks, ie. to look after little T and to comfort big I, aih... really hard job.

Today someone sent me my personality analysis basing on my sign. I thought about it for some time and find that actually I don't quite have a strong sense of personality. People say that I am a person that they find it comfortable to get along with, now I know the reason, that's because my existence is just like tides, come naturally, leave silently. No strong characters, no obvious personalities, perhaps I am moulded by sand, so loose, so soft... I find myself dissolving, will I lose myself one day? Or this is my distinct characters? I don't know.

呢隻就係小呆獸，每次在家裡因太累而發呆的時候，小弟弟就叫我小呆獸，當呆得利害，我會進化成大呆獸呢!!!


一些人在我的生活中遺失了，一些正在遺失... 一些在我的意識範圍中正在消失，一些在我不經意中失蹤了。無論是怎樣離開我的生活，怎樣在我的生命中留下一點點痕跡，我都不能很著實的把握，我是否擁有挽留的力量呢?

很舒服的一首歌

陰天 詞/李宗盛 曲/李宗盛.周國儀
陰天 在不開燈的房間
當所有思緒都一點一點沉澱
愛情究竟是精神鴉片
還是世紀末的無聊消遣
香煙 氳成一灘光圈
和他的照片就擺在手邊
傻傻兩個人 笑的多甜
開始總是分分鐘都妙不可言
都以為熱情它永不會滅
除了激情褪去後的那一點點倦
也許像誰說過的貪得無饜
活該應了誰說過的不知檢點 總之那幾年
感性贏了理性那一面
陰天 在不開燈的房間
當所有思緒都一點一點沉澱
愛恨情慾裡的疑點
盲點 呼之欲出 那麼明顯
女孩 通通讓到一邊
這歌裡的細微末節就算都體驗
若想真明白 真要好幾年
回想那一天 喧鬧的喜宴
耳邊響起的究竟是序曲 或完結篇?
感情不就是你情我願
最好愛恨扯平兩不相欠
感情說穿了 一人掙脫的 一人去撿
男人大可不必 百口莫辯
女人實在無須 楚楚可憐
總之那幾年 你們兩個沒有緣
陰天 在不開燈的房間
當所有思緒都一點一點沉澱
愛情終究是精神鴉片
還是世紀末的無聊消遣 香煙
氳成一灘光圈 和他的照片就擺在手邊
傻傻兩個人 笑的多甜

you always surprise me

而家0既時間係8:50，離考試時間仲有5個鐘頭10分鐘。哈，俾你見到我寫blog一定鬧死我。

琴日同小露露一齊影相，之後去左cc canteen 溫書。我從來都唔鍾意0係圖書館溫書，咁靜0既環境返而會令我分心。Perhaps that's the last minute, the progress of my revision was quite good, though it took a few hours to finish reading part of the syllabus. I will try my best to work on the rest of it and practise listening. Then I'll leave it to my luck (hope I won't be stupid and silly again during exam!) :P

I am happy for you noona, you've graduated and found a job that you like. Wish you a happy start of your career. You know, you are almost the only one leaving me messages here (and also carmen), everytime I am glad to read your words, so sweet and encouraging.

Thank you for finding me again, you always surprise me.