What can I do?

Things aren't smooth today. It started with the ache developed in my stomach in the afternoon. Then I fell asleep in the bus on the way home, probably due to some kinda sickness, and finally got one stop late when I realised I should have got off the bus. Then I went the wrong way home that wasted me 15 minutes. Good enough, when I was changing clothes, I dropped my mirror in my room, pieces of glass scattered around. What else can I do ? haha I dare not do anything but just sit in front of the TV, otherwise I might have done some other odd stuff I suppose. Well, I must be thinking of some other things, well, I always think that my stomach ache isn't a result, it is a sign. It's a sign that tells me I am worrying something that I didn't realise myself. The intensity of pain should be the level of my worry ... I think I know what.....

Thanks my aunt and cousins who have been looking after my grandma and grandpa so hardly. I really wanna contribute, but constraints do stop me. I am just a person who can't live with less freedom, this kinda situation really makes me feel real bad. What can I do? Impatience burns like fire in the chest that makes me can't stay still and calm. =.=

Perhaps this is another test in my life that the one above wanna try my patience and decisions. I'll try my best.

My best wishes to my old colleagues and good friends who's left center.